It sucks, it really does, thinking when it’s finally all over. It comes back to haunt you again. I was finally a little more than thinking, It’s time to be happy.. then It came back. My best friend is gone, But I know it’s for the best. I know she needs to get better. But it just breaks my heart that she got into this state of matter. How broken she is and especially because it got that far. I love her to death. and even though this bring so many tears into my eyes, I know I have to stay strong, well at least for her .